Sunday, January 27, 2013

NEW BLOG ALERT!!!

NEW BLOG!


Hey all, just wanted to let you know that if you want to keep up with me and what has been going on, check out my new blog, all about me and my pregnancy!

I do apologize for not updating as much like I should be, but hey, I started a new blog so I could start over again!

Thanks, and hope to see you all there!

Love,
Ileyia Hines


Monday, May 16, 2011

Pissed Off On Top Of It All...

So... there is a lot going on.
So first off, on Second Life [SL], I am pregnanut, but I don't like the belly that I am using for it... If anyone who is reading this has played SL before, they know that there are conseption bellys~ your avatar is not made like us in Real Life [RL]. You have to attach all that- LOL.

So I have due in 4 more days. Excited, but yeah... not prepared at all.

On top of all of this, I have school 4 days a week and I have a paper due today when class starts, but I am not even started the final paper :O AHHHHH!!!!!!!

THEN my sister who is pregnant in RL just broke up with the babies daddy and is now hanging out with him. I don't care if she is, but it doesn't make sense to me why she is. Unless it has shit to do with her pregnancy, then why bother? She gets overly jealous SO easy and breaks up with him at a snap of her fingers. THEN on FaceBook [FB], she told me to fuck off. Excuse her? No one talks to me that way. I wrote her back telling her not to talk to me like that. I don't care if her hormones are outta wack, she can control that mouth of hers.

THAT is why I am pissed. To be told to fuck off. She can say it so easily and it not even bother her, and it just DRIVES ME NUTS!!!

Anyways... gonna get back to my planning for my paper... WISH ME LUCK!!! :)

~CherryV.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Second Life and All That Jazz...

I have finally broke down and got an account on Second Life. :)
I have two accounts actually. CherryVodka2182 & KatalinaFangg08

One is my other personality and the other is my OTHER personality. I put in Kat's profile that she is my "Bank Account"... NOTTTT!!!! :)

Bahahahhahaa!!!

Anyways, you can add me on either account! :) Happy Second Lifing! :P

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Best Friend Turned into My Boyfriend...

You know how every girl has that special guy friend- not the gay guy friend, but the best guy friend who will hold her hand through anything that life seems to throw at her and comfort her even when she is blubbering like a fool about what happened the day before or that Friday night before the weekend. The guy that catches all their tears?

Well, I had one that did just that. He caught me when I fell and wiped away my tears and listened to me even when I was just blubbering away at something that happened before or during the weekend. He was always there for me more than anyone else that I had ever known. And come to find out, he was in love with me. He had the biggest crush on me since he had first seen me in 7th grade.

But truth be told, I loved him in return. Sure I had little crushes on other guys, but it was different with him. He saw me as who I was, beautiful, intelligent, talented, creative, and funny.

We dated different people during high school and when he moved, I felt an empty spot grow in my chest, but I didn't know what it was from. I didn't know that he had moved. Even though we were distant in school from 9th to 12th grade, we always kept an eye on each other.

Then one day- February 14th/15th, 2011- I came across his picture on Facebook and I said "Oh my God! It's Eric!" Suddenly, the thought of his high school girlfriend came into mind and I was really hesitant about adding him, but I did. And I am so glad and lucky that I did. :)

Thursday, January 20, 2011

This Boy...

I don't know how to explain it. When ever I see him, I can't stop looking. I want to kiss him and hold his hands. His hands... they are like ice. Cold and unforgiving.
His lips are warm and soft, they kiss me back gently but they have a little push, pashion and a will of their own...

I want him to know how much I like him, and I think he already knows, but I'm not sure...
I don't want to be a creeper, I want him to like me back. Like I like him...

I want to be able to take his pain and fears away and be able to be there for him, but I think that since he has been on his own so much, that he doesn't know how to take someone who wants to help him, who wants to be with him. Who doesn't want to use him and then throw him away like he's a piece of trash.
I really do care about him...
I do.

And knowing that he doesn't trust anyone, not even me, hurts...

-Lizzy
AKA
Cherry V.